That one phone call ..

Okay , so it’s the chapter of few minutes back , i was just sitting and i received a call back from that special person who dumped me i mentioned in my previous blog .

Yeah , i was thinking that
Am i that easy to get replaced ?
Am i that easy to let go ?
Am i that easy to be forgotten?
Am i that bad for a person whom i cared the most ?

Not being boring but genuine questions that are arising in my small head are these only . Why am i affected if that person is not affected ?
The answer i don’t know as well

Being just 18 i have realized a thing , nothing is yours , no one is there for you when you need them the most and most importantly nothing is permanent.
Isn’t is a way to ddepressing for a teenager who is so called mature ?

Well i know i’m not mature at all but eaither way i have to leet that feeling die
Wondering what was there in that phone call ?
so it was like that person said , i am bad for her life , i’m bad for her future and i always used to demotivate and suppress .

Arrhh ! i wish i could kill those feelings that are creeping inside me right now but who cares what you are going thorough , i wish i had friends with me who could support me in my lonely time , Just sheer nonsense and kiddish stuff has to go !

Now i’m a bit changed , it’s hard being careless and more hard being heartless

Thanks for tolerating ..